I have to teach today at Elmora School #12. Sara is having me teach a Social Studies link on the Revolutonary War. I’m a little nervous. Last time I taught, Sara said I did fine but I didn’t feel like I did fine. I’m very nervous about it. This is what I want to do with my life and I can’t help but feeling that I’m not cut out for this. I’m working on this lesson plan so hard but I still feel that it isn’t good. Then I’m changing my mind about what I’m going to do or say and now I’m so confused.
It’s just funny that I learn more out in the field than what they teach me about teaching in school. I like t do things, not be lectured about it. It’s just aggravating that my teaching class has all these stupid assignments that have not helped me with my becoming a teacher. Some assignments were helpful like writing a lesson plan, but others like a film review on a movie that deals with teaching, doesn’t seem to helpful. I understand that this movies were about real teachers, but our lives are not their lives.
This is just a quick post about my feelings right now. I will write about what happened later.
