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NYWC Day One and Two (10/30-10/31) October 31, 2008

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Technically, NYWC didn’t start until about 6 pm when I walked into my critical concern class. When we woke up at 10 am, it was to get ready for our first official meal in Pittsburgh.

We ended up at “Steel City Diner”.  Being from New Jersey, I was appalled that this diner was only from 7am to 3pm.  Anyway, the place was pretty nice.  It was a little small, but had the counter space and booth that is customary.  The booths were a little small and this place wasn’t really equipped to handle a group our size.  I had a gyro omelette, it was very good.  Yet, this place has the best french toast imaginable.

Afterwards, we went around Pittsburgh and visited the Monongahela Incline.  This was really cool and was like a cable car that goes up this very steep hill to the top.  At the top, you can see all of Pittsburgh and the different bridges that cross the river.  I took a lovely panorama with my camera.

Finally, we end up at the Convention hall to sign in.  I had my critical concern class which was “Leading From the Pages of your Life” by Dan Webster.  This was my first time interacting with Dan and didn’t know what I was getting into when I signed up for this seminar.  He said that a good leader is able to look over our own hearts before we try to lead others. He had us look at our life for the last twelve months and pick 10-15 events that have affected us.  We had to share these events with others who we haven’t met before.  It was really hard for me to be able to do this.  I will be the first to tell you that I have trust issues.  Yet, this was very helpful.  I got asked a very important question based on these last 12 months. “Am I believing in God or depending on him?”

The second part of the seminar was just as good.  We had to talk in our groups again, but it was about our passions and aligning our life to them.  It is really helpful to be able to see that God has given us an ambition and want and that our purpose is dependent on us realizing it.  Th whole fact that our life will fight against us if we are not moving towards this want.

The first General Session was good.  Starfield was awesome at worship.  I especially liked the bridge of “The Stand”.  The speaker was Mike Pilavachi and sadly I had already heard this message before like two years ago.  Slight difference, but basically the same.

I skipped the next seminars and took some time to visit the YS store.  It is ridiculous.  I am officially $130 poorer than when I arrived.

The exhibit hall is nice and I love the people.  People are so nice except when I tell them that I am from New Jersey.  One guy said, “Oh your from New Jersey.  I try to think about New Jersey like South Jeresey because that is the beautiful part of Jersey.  The Northern part isn’t nice.  What part are you from?” “I’m from the Northern part.”  Not a good tactic if your trying to persuade me to use your service.

I can’t wait for later.  I get to meet some twitter friends.  It is very funny to meet these people who you know over this wonderful service.  Twitter certainly makes the world smaller.

Hopefully, I can later reflect on that question.  It has really been on my mind.  I know that I’m probably leaning more towards the belief over dependence, but I will blog this later.

Talk to you later.

 

First post in Pitts! October 30, 2008

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We made it!
It was a long and interesting drive. We left at 7:30pm and finally got to Pittsburgh at 3 am. I hate TomTom. This is the second time it has led us astray.

Anyway, hoping today is good. Post later!

I am finally here at NYWC!

 

Long time, No write October 29, 2008

Sorry my friends for abandoning you.  I have been on haitus because of the summer and now school.

It’s been hectic.  During the summer I was trying to live life to the fullest.  I was grasping at every opportunity available to experience and learn and grow.  I had some issues with myself.  I had to come to a realization of who I was and what was going on inside of me.  It took awhile.  I’m still working on myself.

Lately, I’ve been trying to deal with the stress.  It always seems like I’m under major stress.

Let me explain:

I’m a Senior at William Paterson.  I have next spring and I’m done.  I’m working on getting my certification for Elementary Education and Middle School English.  I have 6 classes with two full days in a classroom in Passaic. This means I have no life!  Or as my boyfriend says, “You have a life, just not the one you want.”  On top of this, I am a leader in my youth group, “The Bridge Youth Ministries”.  I am in charge of our Bridge Jr. Program at our Midtown Branch. Plus, I am Assistant vocal director for the Young Adult’s band for our church called “The Connection”.  Plus, I have a boyfriend and sometimes, I have friends.

Right now, I dealing with the major decisions of what I want to do.  I’m struggling financially and was denied unemployment.  I feel like I need a job because I’m barely making it babysitting one day a week.  I have been shirking some of my responsibilities as is with my school load on high.

Yes, I know. I’m almost there!

It’s just craziness in my head and I have been falling into slight depressions lately.  My one support has been my boyfriend because lately I’ve been slightly angered with God.

He’s been trying to deal with my trust issues, but of course I’m having trouble.  Being in financial distress doesn’t help my trust.

Yet, I shall not stress for the next couple of days due to the National Youth Workers convention in Pittsburgh.  I’m taking this convention for me this year.  Last year was business.  This year is personal.

I will try and update while I’m there.

Tata for now!